YAY back to blogging, today was a relatively happaye day! cause everything was kinda slack, and training went alright though i missed 2 easy basket then i think coach sian diao ZZZ. but still okaye la!! haha er... oh i went2 watch my newest muvee ytd :Percy Jackson and the bloodaye lightning thief. it's like a comedy la, no climax leh :S aiy i'm such a poor actor.

er jiemin says she has to aim for something because i aimed for something, so i've to aim higher! uh i wana get 8distinctions, though that was part of my aim that i didn't make clear. i wana make the team and win champion! and i want so much more, actually it's no longer aims, they are all facts. haha i too confident liao, BUT limpeh guna PIA like nobody's business, like iPIA!

and i dont understand why jam has to tag as awesome kid. HAHA bfsj. okaye kiddin' ohmien double dose of jam in three days, goodthing neh see you today ^^ but i think you're like... the only reader of this blog now T.T ohmien, i must revive the lan4 pingguo!!!
DING! revived. i feel so cheery today


been bloghopping this morning and it turns out everyone didnt have a good cny this year! :( sigh me2me2, shit always happen during supposed-happaye days.
chinese new year resolution:
solve the problem
get into basketball team
4as for blocks
HAHA okaye with basketball and solving the problem as top priority. GRRR why do we've to make our cny so miserable?!?! freak lazzz, maybe i'm the only one feeling miserable. I AM ALL READY TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM!!!! stop daoing my texts(though you probably wont see this and i only sent one) but whatever >:( i need to get THE problem solved!!! okaye i've decided to let nature take its course so yeah... i'm very calm now.

anyway, i had an unusual valentines on an unusual valentine day yesterday, which made me feel uh... 1.01 times better. haha kiddin, okaye make it 2 times better. many thanks tall, skinny and uber chio LJM. stop being strange


今天是我妈妈的生日.
今天,我做了一件最最不该做的事. 好象是我这一辈子最后悔的事了. 回家的途中, 眼泪好象流了一会儿, 但还是掩盖不住我心中的翻腾起伏. 我真的不知道要怎么告诉你我做了什么, 而你也不会阅读我的blog, 但我真的很对不起. 六年以来好象第一次流泪. 在回家的巴士上, 有几个流氓一直挑衅对方, 真是雪上加霜, 但在我耳际却只有几分钟前所说的话语. 连上前阻止的勇气也没有, 要我怎么告诉你? 我想这一次, 我们真的玩完了.
你一直说最多生气一下, 但连我自己都无法对自己释怀, 你要我怎么面对你. 原来一个人的嘴巴, 真的可以如此的大. 就是用这种粗俗的表达, 因为大嘴巴根本不须想, 不须用再高雅的词汇来形容. 它天生就是粗, 就是俗, 是叛徒的代表. 而今天, 我就是粗, 就是俗, 就是叛徒.
就算在再自由发言的社会里, 还是有些话不能说 -- 秘密, 因为它就是不能说.
因为人生最让人后悔的, 从来不是对不起自己什么, 而是对不起别人什么.
因为人生, 从来就不属于自己, 而属于别人.
今天我错了. 我想这一辈子你也不会原谅我. 因为我断送的, 是你最珍惜的, 不是别的, 是友谊.

对于那位当事人, 我也亏欠了你. 但这一切都不是她的错, 我希望你能明白. 是我的浅薄, 我的粗俗, 我的不堪不说, 才会带来这样的不快乐. 如果我能做任何事情来弥补你们之间的裂痕, 我真的愿意. 虽然嘴上说不在意, 但我知道你一定很失望. 千错万错都是我的错.

对于那位曾经信任过我的人, 我想你这一辈子也不会知道我如何出卖了你的信任. 但我相信你很快就会忘了这不开心, 因为你还不知道我做了什么. 我会慢慢的远离你, 希望你真的能明白我心里的感受.

对我伤害了的两个人, 对不起


ergh, it's been 2months into training and i still can't get back into form. i think i'm not even like half as good as i was in sec4, not that it was very good to begin with, which makes the whole thing suck now. countless turnovers i wonder why >:( T.T
and then theres holiday homework.
and my ingenious study plan which miscarriaged half way. nah not even half, like 2 weeks into the holidays. goddamn it.
i need a light, some light T.T
i'm guna blog more when school reopens. cause thats when the it really comes down hard. like everything will crumble into pieces. uh homework basketball whatever. rustiness. bloodayehell
YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN!!!

everything seem to be going downhill after you're gone. i wonder why.
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time





YAHOU!!! happy birthday chenzihui!!!


even though you always lie to me and keep secrets from me, happy birthday lo! haha okaye you going back home liao, gooderbye!!!







"it's that same old feeling again"
-playing hard to get


hello is this thing on?
ahem ahem
goodluck jamgem lim jiamin!!!
and goodluck lao ling ong eeling!!!
and goodluck comebackturtle louisa chew on it!!!
and goodluck all j2s taking alevels!!!
yahooooohoooooo